it's kinda sad...

when you know people too well and you start to become cynical. When you can take that step back and see that you don't really don't like the way they treat some people. The people that aren't new and exciting. How they can somehow justify treating these people without the respect they deserve. How they can lie to and ignore these people and then turn around and demand that the same damn people are there for them when they're upset and need someone to talk to. It's even sadder when they've treated other people the same way in the past, realised the error of their ways and (supposedly) vowed to not do it to people again.

It's even sadder when you know people too well and you know how they lie and bend the truth and their dishonesty never seems to bother you, because it's not directed at you. Then one day you turn around and it is. They're lying straight to your face and deep down you know you deserve it for putting faith in people that believe in lies and half truths as a legitimate way to interact with people.

one could also say, it's kinda sad that I blog about the failings of people, instead of going out and dealing with it.